Paedophile

You crept in the night,

I layed awake with fright,

I would pray with all my might,

That you would go away

Here I am taking a bath,

You come in a shut the door,

You evil sociopath,

You must think I’m your whore,

I’m just a child,

Your fingers are in me

why can’t you leave me be?

Your asking if I like it?

I’m just a little girl!

Your hands are touching,

I’m holding back tears,

With all my might I’m clutching,

Shivering with tears

Your a filthy pervert,

You tell it’s because you love me,

I’m your special little girl,

Our little secret.

Your sexual abuse,

May not have left a bruise,

Left me with more than that,

My innocence was marred,

My brain is forever scarred

I felt dirty and shame,

Which left me with an unbearable pain,

I thought you was my daddy,

Your nothing but a paedophile

I hope you will rot in hell,

But hey guess what?

I’m no longer going to dwell

In woman doing so well!

Karina ❤️

Author: karinao86

Mother of 3 boys, wife to one man and lover of horses. Mental health sufferer in recovery.

4 thoughts on “Paedophile”

  1. Karina, this is so powerful. The emotions captured, those of the little girl injured so deeply, and the adult woman left with a rage from the wounding. The impact of being in the face of the gun at end, I get that. Those that do that to little children… my feeling is that they should suffer the very same, forced sex in places that hurt them.
    I am so sorry you must live with such memories.

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