The last couple of days I feel like I’m annoyed but don’t why or how, I feel irritated and I can’t seem to shake the feeling and it’s annoying me that I feel this cranky.

I feel shattered yet I got a whole 10 hours sleep last night but I was trying so hard to stay awake at work, I’ve been frozen I struggle to thaw out once I’ve got so cold and because of my work, my office is in a glorified shed but if the wood burner isn’t going the little heater that’s in there is good for nothing. I hate being cold, and I feel it no matter how many layers of clothing I wear, the weather right now is so very British. Wet, windy and freezing.

My energy levels are through the floor maybe I’m coming down with something and being that time of the month doesn’t help either, I have no idea why I feel the way I do at the moment.

Ive been taking my medication except for Monday night Tuesday evening as i forgot to collect my prescription, but citalopram has a long half life in the body so shouldn’t be that but also could be hormonal due to the time of the month, my mood swings go one way to another. I’m like Jekyll and Hyde.

My patience is thin on the ground and I found myself being annoyed with the kids in Asda and with my husband when I got home. I just want to feel my normal self again.

Karina ❤️

Author: karinao86

Mother of 3 boys, wife to one man and lover of horses. Mental health sufferer in recovery.

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