Forlorn

Today’s daily prompt is the word Forlorn

This is my first attempt at doing the daily prompts which is a great way to get us bloggers engaging with other bloggers and having our content out there, I always worry if my blog is good enough to read to all those who read it. I worry way too much but that’s just me, I cannot help but about worry about things small or large.

I was a forlorn child, I was this pitiful, neglected child at the hands of people who essentially were trying to destroy me emotionally and physically.  They were cruel and hurtful and it makes me sick knowing they are enjoying their lives without a second thought or guilt to the pain they have inflicted on me, robbed me of childhood. They are malevolent human specimens who are just a waste of oxygen they don’t deserve to be on this planet.

mothers

I know I will never get closure on why my mother chose to put us at the hands of monsters and did nothing about it, I will never know what made her tick, what made her use hurtful, spitiful words to a child. One thing that will always stick with me is to her I was a problem, an inconvenience and she even told me I should have been aborted. Thats how twisted she is, the title MOTHER is wasted on her- only true, loving, caring and compassionate woman who have birthed children deserve such a beautiful title.

I have the title as a Mother because that is exactly what I am to my three beautiful boys, a mother.

motherhood

Karina

 

 

 

 

Author: karinao86

Mother of 3 boys, wife to one man and lover of horses. Mental health sufferer in recovery.

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